12/12/12

Dear SNS, 

Please believe me that i love you more than i gave and i showed. Stop accusing me, tiada siapa punn ada dihati i sayang kesayangan. How come you fikir begitu? 

Together ♥

Dear sayang kesayangan, 
We will hold hands together, laugh and smile together, share our secrets together and help each other together.
Remember! we will confess our fears together, wipe each other’s tears together comfort each other together and confide in each other together.
Slit our wrists together and scream in pain together. We will embrace sorrow together.

p.s ; i always love you no matter what SNS ♥

Can't wait :p

Curious with this caption? Wait until you meet me. I love you ♥

Your patient :")

Sayang kesayangan, thankful Alhamdulillah since you dah berkerja ni banyak rezeki tanpa di duga kn?

rasanya too many things we had faced kn? :"( The day you started training & work at your workplace, izzah borrowed her car to you, balik kerja mesti cari makan but you never complaint if i just cooked "telur masak kicap" but now you've your own motorcycle so no need to borrowed anyone. Hari-hari you asked me to cooked for you sebab you nak bawa bekal kan sayang? :") 
and the method we used to "IRON" your clothes :") you never never never regret what you've done and through thick thin with me. 

I'm sorry if i can't give you more than i'd now. But insyaAllah oneday we can achieve what we've dreams before.  "Sabar ya sayang, satu hari nanti kita pasti akan bahagia bodoh. Aku cinta kamu jani" Radit dan Jani :"D 

8 months we've through thick and thin together ♥

story of me, you and HER :")

I'm shadowing my pain, because of "you and her" I'm covered how hard my heart screamed because of "you and her". What happen to those "Love Word?" when i saw how perfectly you comfort her heart. I've to take it, when you two communicate, cause i'm too late so i just accept it as a fate. I'm hurting :"( sometimes i confuse shall i refused to stay or just let you go? but i can't, there's a lot memories between us. Would there be another space for me at your heart? when i can stay and feeling free? like what we used to and always be even though i knew that just my dreams. One day maybe. xx

♡

:"(

Dear uneasy feeling, could pls go away? :"( there's nothing special for you to be here. i'm ache. so pls go awayyyy.

Dear beloved heart, i've a task for you but its kinda "HARD" but i know you can! can you scold *jealousy* to stop playing around you? :"(

Dear tiny eyes, you so cute and all my friends always praise you so why you should watery? you've to learn how to manage your pain very well. you're not alone my dear tiny eyes cause *smile* always be there for you, she would.

p.s ; you'd vowed that you'll be a GOOD GIRL, so just stick what you've did. xx :")

7th-8th June 2012 ♡

Thank you so much sayang. you did it! 

you make my dream came trues. 

i heart you sayang kesayangan ♡

Melt everytime :")

"Bby byyyyy ILYA ATHIRA" ohhmyyyy how cute you're sayang. ♥

♥

1- i feel great when you introduce me to your friends, who am i to you
2- i feel kinda mad when you a bit late to reply "I Love You Too" when we're kissing.
3- i feel pretty blushing when you doesn't want to let me out of bed.
4- i feel adorable when you asked for movie and kinda excited at the end you fall asleep in mine cuddle.
5- i feel i'll be yours forever when your hand in mine all night.

p.s ; 

dear my sayang kesayangan i feel comfort all the time cause i'm having you when you're next to me. thank you sayang. xo ♥

You waiting for me to wake up and kiss me on my forehead while cuddling in a frosty morning. can i have it everyday sayang?  :")

am i too sensitive?

:"( i didn't mean to disturbing you while you're working.

p.s : i made a called just because i need to know where is your housemate.

aww :")

" i will
- pack you breakfast
- pick up after work
- make the bed
- always kiss you when you're mad

you will
- catch the spiders (never done yet)
- get the mail
- hug me all the time

P/s: i love you :)

17 may 2012
03.24 PM
sayang kesayangan "

when i got this message, i couldn't stop smiling because it's a real us. :") love you sayang kesayangan. xx

why today?

22ND MAY 2012 (:

BIRTHDAY SHOUT OUT TO MY BELOVED MAMA & MAK ; 

SURYANI BINTI BAKAR & MAH HAWA 

SALAM REJAB ; NIFSU SYA'BANN 

ANNIVERSARY SHOUT OUT ; 3 MONTHS FOR ISANIS 

p.s ; It was coincidence ♥

Yes Or No?

i love you, i wanna scream and cry when we were apart.
you always takes me further, make me feel like "I'M THE ONLY" you see. At the same time
its an unspoken love can't be described with words but actions.
I always miss you even when you're sitting next to me, well i used to call my heart "yearning heart".
isn't easy to tell you, but i wish you can see it in my tiny eyes how much you mean to me sayang. :")
i wanna understand for every single what all you goes through. i wanna be by your side but i'm not so sure its real of what i feel, scared and afraid yet amazing brave. you gave me what any girl could want and needs so why i still confusing?
just because i'm not officially yours, but i wish oneday you be mine.

love, xo <3

new month "march" ♥

Now i stand in march, freaking tired and busy with college thingyyysss, i wish it gonna be awesome and i can get dean's list for third semester. insyaAllah, xo ♥

scare scary scared scariest ♥

ya Allah i don't why i feel this way, probably mine lack confident. i just wish i can rise and shine for tomorrow. 

nothing i can do accept i put more effort to prove others and the most important is lift my tiny hands and pray to Dearest Allah to hear my heart's voices. 

dup dap dup dap ♥

why? why? maybe sebab this saturday kn? 

from bottom of my heart ♥

Dearest yanie ; thank you so much and congrats to you cause you're the first one that won tackle my heart to played in sport! even though we always fought each other but you never give up to cherish me dearest, even you know its kinda hard task to me you always said "aku support kau main bola nie, kau boleh! go eya" what a comel cheer dearest. your caring and loving about someone is a beautiful thing to me.

Loveliest tya ; even we just met, but i feel so comfort with you. your crazyness make me couldn't found where's the fullstop to potpetpotpet and laugh, myyygucci. jelly w your passion, kau main redah je and tak pernah rasa diri kau kecil. i wish i could have that. thank you tya cause always make me smile. You've changed me in so many ways and thank you for that. You taught me so many.  

Beloved senior ; *banyak dosa ni :p* dear senior, a thousand sorry for you. i tried to unexpressed feelings are coating all over this heart. Unseen tears are hidden behind this smile. Unspoken words are left unsaid by this mind. it feel awful when i lost on the football's floor. insyaAllah i'll rise like a great sunshine with fully hoping that i can be like you oneday. "anak buah sepet hebat macam sepet" kn? tell me yes! (Y) senior will promise you i'll give best shoot with all my effort. i heart this wording "life is too short four us to regret for what we've done, so learn from past okay?"  beyond thankful. thanks for help me. 

Cutest ema & nada ; alololo they're petite princess that have a daring characters. they're so coolest girl i know, I can't even continue what I have started from the first line. Obviously it brought me to tears but both of you just made the day with gives me positives thought, mula-mula ingat korang ni sombong but now i realise that i'm so wrong.

 Ema ;  you're good player! wa tengok lu punn da takut tau, kecil-kecil you memang cili api, kalau dia shoot the ball hmmm, guess what? GOAL okay. And paling sweet like lolipop chupa-chupa bila you and your boyfriend. aww that's so pretty cool ;D  may your relationship will ended by marriage. 

nada ; hehe, i can't describe how muchas funny she're lol! sorry barbie :p wowwww she's good awesomeeee! goal keeper pula, dia happy betul bila takde class if they win for bolabaling. hahahaha, nada nada. :D Again, I'm thanking you for the you made me when the games begin! hehehehe. It was the cutest and the most memorable moment for me. terima kasih nada nada cintaaaaaaaa :D

Fuuhhhhh, I feel better by letting out my feelings by writing it here. I guess. i don't know how can i repay all the rewards from all of you. its become so hard for me to played this things! but i gained a lot experiences. thankie muchie muchas princesses, so let's prayyy hard for this saturdayyyy, insyaAllah we can be well with Allah blessing♥ 

for now no more "love story" for me. isn't i'm surrender for it but i think this time i gotta focus more on my future.  

ffffuuuuuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :O

assalamualaikum :) 

knock, knock, knock.

just make some clearance. 

okayybyee. 

♥