Monday, October 31, 2011

new month ♥


we just having an awesome days, now we gonna through a new months its NOVEMBER
octoberrrr already left us with kind swettestttttt memories
me pray for this month tht all my wishes and dream comes true, insyaallah
thank to Allah s.w.t because of you me still meet november :') alhamdulillah
theres a lotsa of crucial things :D
31 oct : my friend anisah left m'sia :'(
4 nov : result examination for semester 2 :/
8 nov : its myyyy birthdayyy ;)
20 nov : me goinggg back to uitm lendon :'(


pls : a big thanks to Allah to opening my eyes and seeing how vast the world is also met november 2011

Sunday, October 30, 2011

hajah khalijah awang saad :')

me just miss you nenek, eventhough you're not here but inside hereeeeeee i still fell that you still alive.
insyaallah we gonna meet oneday :')
hope you fine there with para-para syuhadah insyaallah. every single days in my solat i always ask Allah to send my regards to you, this 4nov me gonna get my examination result pray for me nenek.
i miss you, and last words *no one can be like you also can replace for NENEK*

pls : kakak rindu nk tdo dgn nenek, nk suruh nenek mandikan and bg makan ubat bila kakak demam :'(

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

proud to be suria farida daughter :')

yes i proud to be their daughter, during the semester break mama tk pernah lupa ask me to take vitamin C (for skin) also milk, yela dkt uitm mama ckp me look so skinny, pale serupa tk cukup makan.
thankssss mama! ;D

pls : me love you so muchhhhhhh mama <3 

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

silly :'(

supposedly tk perlu in contact in facebook, idk why when i open his page i feel wanna cry :'(
in twitter he such loving person but in facebook he just ignore me perhaps he scared to tell who am i to him. me so bodohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, now my tearsssssss couldn't stop to cryingggggg. ohhgodddd :(
pleaseee la ohh, i try to conceal how much my feeling when i heard sth nonsense, you want me to be like you want but did you be like i want? :(

pls : i shouldn't cry for ths kind of.

Monday, October 24, 2011

let me

just let me have this feeling of jealously, just let me mad at you everydays instead i'm caring about you.
just let me know how much you measure my love toward you, just let me cry everydays because of you, just letttttt me,
if you realise ; ohhh mannnnn i love you, don't you get it? this is my hints you still couldn't take it seriously! shittttt :'(

pls : once this feeling dissapear you must know what my answer also my feeling toward you change or still be the one :')

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

johan arif ♥


ye ye ye, i tau i tau mesti korang tauuuuu kn gambar sapa i amik ni!
hee, fasha sandha and johan arif in *cinta elysa*
k, k constantly johan arif ni known as BOTAK JUVANA,
masa tu dia tk berapa nk menyerlah kn, masa cinta elysa dia mmg hottttsetapppp!
k,k i fall in love dgn botak juvana ni bukan sbb dia *HANDSOME* or what!
sbb dia mmg cool and cara dia layan elysa(fasha sandha)
memeyy nmpk mcm garangggg, gila-2 most crucial skali dia suka ckp kasarrrr dgn elysha!
the wordddd yg i sukaaaaaaaa sekalii, masa dia sound elysa :
*kau ni menangis je keje, kau tk penat ke?*
lol! 1 rumah gelak-2 guling la dgr :/
sickkkkkk of your crazyness johan ariffff! <3
tp pada hakikatnya dia sayangkan elysaaaa!
sweeeettttt kn kn? can i've like this kind of boyfriend? :')
hahaahahh, gataiiii xD

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

i learn and i earn :')

this is the old you.
i really miss it.

i left you for a few months,
its just remind you, to be more appreciate whenever someone loveyou like you thought :')
i'd like to be ego, and i know you hate me when i BECAME A NEW ONE.
yes i do love you, but idk how to tell you like i'd before.
i conceal all my feeling towards you,
i refuse to show you how much iloveyou.


you love me and i love you #thisisfact
you remind me all kind us memories :')
you try to show up that how am i before this,
you also thought me to be a strongers,
yesssss, i never erase our memories that we have been created,
insyaallah, Allah know what the best way of us,
Allah never separated us, perhaps *we're meant together*
nowwwwwww
me let you to know that *AKU CINTA PADAMU*
:')
lotsa loves to you.
iloveyouuuuu
iwantyouuu
ineedyouu
iheartyouuu
imissyouuu
iadoreyouuu
ioweeeyouuu


F R I E N D
that what you want?
you did it. :')


myyyyygadddd ♥


perhaps i'll whisper to him ; You may hold my hand for a while, but you hold my heart forever.
how sweet they're, i just realise my story same goes this part of titanic scene.
he never let me in pain, he willing all pain of mine hit him.
he loves me rather than he love his life.
#i wish oneday the true love will do the same on this picture :")

yuppp! that is so trueeeeeeeeeeee :')
i wish i can turn the time.
i miss the old of you

ego♥

why this quote i pick? lemme tell you why. i'm sick to heard ; kenapa kau susah nak buang ego kau? kau jangan seksa diri kau la. jangan jadi budak kecil, kesian la sikit kt diri kau.
i've learned to understand what you need, what kind of that can make you laugh, sharing our dreams, also our sorrow but i never learned to be PERFECT GIRL AND YOUR TRUE LOVE.
:( you know who am i and you really know deeply my heart, i try to forget also hate you, but it doesn't working bcs my heart refuse to do that.

Monday, October 3, 2011

willy nilly :/

i prefer to faced a book, reading or memorizing rather than calculation. 

10.48pm

Sometimes the things you say actually do hurt. I don't trust words but I trust actions.

move foward babyyyy gal! ♥

just now he said : no la you. i pointing kt org lain :( 

*k, k i faham. you da ada gf baru, awww :'( tkpe sayang i doakan you tau tau 
i tkkn pernah lupakan you, if you've anythings nk share i'm here.

Sunday, October 2, 2011

hello baby OCTOBER byeebyee sep sep S.E.P.T.E.M.B.E.R ♥

i'm wishing for this october my family lives in happiness and fulfill loves! my life can be better, i can be more independent without relying anyone else and be more, more and more cheerful!
september already left us.
Smile is language of heart, it says everything without uttering anything.
enjoy and have fun in baby OCTOBER